This is a picture of Meg and I. I love her. She is my best friend and I miss her. We look hot.

and vote for us.

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I desperately need to update my life on here. Sorry. It will come when I feel like it.

Obnoxious

... blah 

I am not in the mood of having fun. People annoy me sometimes. Why do we as humans act so stupid. And I am not the one to talk. I am too obnoxious. I laugh too much at myself and too much at pointless acts of stupidity. 

OK i know it is funny. I admit I make myself laugh but I don't care if I make a fool out of my self. BUT REALITY CHECK. I need to start caring because it is getting a little out of hand. 

Smile and See Where Life Takes You

What to do with my life. I am 18 and I hate not knowing. 

Should I stay in school and get a degree?

Should I go to london and be a nanny? And try to be work for a record company?

Should I work at home and be a nanny to save money?

All these things are great. I want to do all of them. I want to get a degree, but at the same time I don't. Why? Because my first semester of college sucked ass, well academically at least. I had fun but, I can have fun anywhere. "Where?" is the question. 

I have just thought about going to london to be a nanny recently. It sounds like such a good idea. I will save up money, and in the mean time, gain a good experience and perhaps get a job with what I love - Music. I love exploring and finding new music, whether it be a new band or a different sound. There are thousands of sounds out there and I want to hear it all. From what I have learned and explored on my own, I have found that Europe is where my favorite artists' reside. Thus, if I can be a nanny in London and find a record company to work for, i could get it started. I will be willing to be the mail carrier to start off. I have to start somewhere. I need to get the business down. 

Stay home and work? Hell no. Even though I love the east coast. 

Hey, i just thought of a new idea. NEW YORK CITY.

First of all, I will be closer to home, and it is NYC. That right there says it all. If I could be a nanny in NYC, and explore the record business or even the modeling/photography business, that would be an experience. 

I have always wanted to be a midwife. Ever since I learned about it, and learned my mom gave birth to me having a midwife. I would have to get a nursing degree and then train in midwifery. I love the idea. It would be a great job for a family as well. 

Also, straight up back packing through Europe. With what money? hm... the money i will save in London being a nanny. There is a very good chance that will happen. 

Finish out summer semester

Go to London, Nanny, Save

Travel the World

Get a Nursing Degree

Get married and live happily ever after. 

^^^^^^I WISH , I HOPE^^^^^

We don't know where life takes us. It can end and it can begin. By that I mean start fresh. It is nice to start fresh. I know from experience. Life is a story. We have the introduction as our growing up stage, the problem? Who are we? That is the question. When we find that answer, the next is the climax, which is the beginning. The beginning of a new adventure: college, jobs, family, etc. We may fall, get back up and do that many times, but that is life. We just do it. We have to do it! We have to live life to the fullest! No mater what happens, bring yourself up and live it, live free, and smile. 

Lemon Lyme

Here it is Sunday, February 8th 2009 at 10:48. I came home from Sacrament today and went to sleep. The reality of it all is that I have a bad case of "Maybe Lyme Again? Really?" Though, I got diagnosed with Lyme Disease this past October/November and got cured (We thought). Now, being enrolled in BYU-Idaho, I feel it again. It doesn't come everyday, but when it does come, it's hard. 

The crabby things it brings me:

• Headaches. 
• Achy body(LEGS). 
  
• and a day Wasted away. 

So, it can either be Lyme, or... Hmm whatever the doc. says because I haven't figured it out yet. 

It is truly Lame. I want to sleep all day and curl up in a ball doing so, with my flannel down comforter over my whole body. 

...To be Continued. 

Currently Listening to "Song to the Man" by the Beastie Boys. Go ahead. Listen to it. 

Ok. This is my first blog. Bear with me. 

I am currently in college into my first semester. It's been a transition alright. It is going swell though.  I got myself some Zanac for the occasional stress. No the usual stress. I have realized that life can give you the freakin' ...

LIVE LIFE. LIVE FREE. BE HAPPY. 

If you have to take some pills, it's ok. If you have to brake out in dance like me, that's ok too. 

Just remember, "you can't turn back the hands of time." - Hands of Time By Groove Armada